Going Out

A couple of days ago, lets call her T. T asked me if I could ask the boys this Saturday, today. I said, "I guess, why?" I knew she wanted to go out somewhere with B, her boyfriend. She wanted to go to Universal Studios. The thing that sucks is that she went already, not with B but with someone else, my point is that I always wanted to take her there. At the time she had not been there, then the next thing I know, she had gone. That hurt.

Now, she asked it she could watch the boys this Saturday. In reality, I didn't want to. Not that I didn't want to watch the boys, but to let her go with B. But I said that I would. Later, she said something like, I am not mad or upset, but you know when we went to the divorce court and it said not to ask what I am going to be doing?" I replied, "Yeah." She said, "Then, why did I ask?" I told her that I didn't really want her to go.

A while later I asked, through text message, if that mentioning the divorce thing was her subtle was of saying "mind your own business"? She replied by saying that she does not understand why I ask. It is not my business. She doesn't mind telling me, it is just that i get upset. That's true I do tend to get unset. Told her that I guess what it is that I don't feel right going out, but she does and I was not trying to be nosy. She had nothing really to say that, because I wasn't doesn't mean that she shouldn't. which is true. I then said that i guess I was just trying to adjust to the situation.

But after saying that I wasn't too upset anymore...